Well after due thought, and massive panic attacks I am quitting smoking. god please keep me from killing the people i live with, they are annoying now, with out fags i could actually kill them. it's very scary but it's become more painful to keep smoking than to quit. I am spending stupid amounts of money doing it and i have this cough that just won't go away. so fuck it, into the deepend and just swim. can't be that hard, i live with teenagers.
6pm i shall start the road to healing, and possibly prison lol.
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- 2005-10-25 @ 05:10:30 pm
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- 2005-11-03 @ 10:18:02 am
Having just discovered your blogs and gained some slight insight into your personality, I've not doubt that you can manage it. Good luck
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- 2005-11-03 @ 11:24:07 pm
hello again, being a non-smoker i can only imagine what you're going through. but with support from everyone around you, i'm sure you'll kick it.
you could always put the money you would have spent in a pot and after a few weeks buy yourself something as a 'reward' for your hard work. i bet you suprise yourself what you manage to buy.
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- 2005-11-09 @ 03:09:43 pm
good luck, you will have to replace that habit with something else though. otherwise it becomes harder. excercise or a hobby, just to keep the mind off it.
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- 2005-11-09 @ 05:38:49 pm
I dont know what all the fuss is about,after smoking 40 a day for 50 years I decided to give up and I did.
Easy.
Cant afford £3650 a year on an old age pension especially with a puter to support not to mention B.Band at £30 a month,subs to the porn sites etc etc.
Cold showers.
Long walks.
They dont work.
Youre on your own
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- 2005-11-13 @ 02:55:12 am
Talluhlaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa????
You still there missy......?!?!? x -
- 2005-11-21 @ 11:51:25 pm
I'll try again - Tallulaaaaaaaaah?!?!?
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- 2005-11-21 @ 11:54:04 pm
I'm sorry, hey helly baby...how the hell are you?
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- 2005-11-21 @ 11:59:19 pm
Aaaaw!! Yay!! You're still alive!! Wondered where you'd buggered off to

Am grand thank you....just same old, same old...heh heh.
You been ok? xx
So how's it going?! How many hours now....?